ventilation required....

normally i wait until my day is over to blog but today i am feeling very articulate and so i decided to blog now. there are many different things going on in my life and  they say "there is always someone out there who has it worse." and i know that but for some reason today it is a lot harder to remind myself of this. i feel as if i can articulate in so many ways other than in relationships in my life.not only romantic relationships just any professional, friendship any. i feel as if i want to crawl in a hole because i am feeling overwhelmed like i really messed up and nothing is going to be back to normal not only that but i feel so blah like i just want to scream. i dunno i think i just feel overwhelmed which in turn makes everything in my life turn to shit.. i should really get used to this. i am so tired....