unseen....

 this darkening vacancy in my chest has grown with every failure.

  i am drowning in the walloping depths of the darkest part of the ocean,

and i can't seem to find which way is up.  i  no longer know how to ask for help.

 i am mute,silenced, voiceless. i want to scream so bad but nothing is coming out!

 i see you i grab for you but my body doesn't  move as if i am stone, there you go

 i can see you walk away and still nothing!

 i am still,i am unseen...